2015-08-26 07:43 am

I don't even know anymore.

I've just been really confused lately. Everything feels so different and I don't know why. I'm trying not to give up on things but it is not easy. I want to be free and just leave this place behind me. it feels like I'm stuck in life.
Its hard to let go of things that I thought were true. I want to move forward but I'm stuck in memories.
2015-07-09 10:20 am
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Everything is odd

Things seemed to get better but now I'm not so sure anymore. They have not gotten any worse but nothing has changed. I don't know what to feel anymore. I'm only trying to live. I do not want to be this way anymore.
I'll never give up though things are hard right now. I have changed so much for the better.
2015-06-21 03:04 am
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Been A Long Time

Its been a really long time since I wrote something in here so I decided to post something. I don't know what to say exactly so this will be more of my really late night ramblings. I need a change in my life. I don't know how to get it but I know I will.

I have already changed so much. I don't even see myself as myself anymore. I'm not as angry all the time like I used to be. I want to enjoy life not waste it a way on pointless things.

Of course there are still things that need to change but I'm working on it. Its not very easy but I'm still here.
2015-05-27 08:36 am
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Thinking About Life

I've been doing allot of thinking about life lately and its been strange. I want to live but the thoughts of death are still in my mind. Its so hard to let go of somethings and I don't know why. this is not the end but it still feels like it is. I don't know where to go from here. Life is always a winding path and sometimes it feels like it can be a downward spiral.

No matter what happens I'll still be here. Giving up will not be a option. Things are always changing and I'm looking forward to see what happens next.