2015-07-09 10:20 am
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Everything is odd

Things seemed to get better but now I'm not so sure anymore. They have not gotten any worse but nothing has changed. I don't know what to feel anymore. I'm only trying to live. I do not want to be this way anymore.
I'll never give up though things are hard right now. I have changed so much for the better.
2015-05-27 08:36 am
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Thinking About Life

I've been doing allot of thinking about life lately and its been strange. I want to live but the thoughts of death are still in my mind. Its so hard to let go of somethings and I don't know why. this is not the end but it still feels like it is. I don't know where to go from here. Life is always a winding path and sometimes it feels like it can be a downward spiral.

No matter what happens I'll still be here. Giving up will not be a option. Things are always changing and I'm looking forward to see what happens next.