Its been a really long time since I wrote something in here so I decided to post something. I don't know what to say exactly so this will be more of my really late night ramblings. I need a change in my life. I don't know how to get it but I know I will.

I have already changed so much. I don't even see myself as myself anymore. I'm not as angry all the time like I used to be. I want to enjoy life not waste it a way on pointless things.

Of course there are still things that need to change but I'm working on it. Its not very easy but I'm still here.
I've been doing allot of thinking about life lately and its been strange. I want to live but the thoughts of death are still in my mind. Its so hard to let go of somethings and I don't know why. this is not the end but it still feels like it is. I don't know where to go from here. Life is always a winding path and sometimes it feels like it can be a downward spiral.

No matter what happens I'll still be here. Giving up will not be a option. Things are always changing and I'm looking forward to see what happens next.

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August 2015

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