Thinking About Life

I've been doing allot of thinking about life lately and its been strange. I want to live but the thoughts of death are still in my mind. Its so hard to let go of somethings and I don't know why. this is not the end but it still feels like it is. I don't know where to go from here. Life is always a winding path and sometimes it feels like it can be a downward spiral.

No matter what happens I'll still be here. Giving up will not be a option. Things are always changing and I'm looking forward to see what happens next.